As I wrote in the past, I'm interested in natural spirituality and traditions, but due to negative experiences in the past when I think I was attacked by negative energies I am quite reluctant to do proper magic or call for help of pagan deities. They remain only in my reading in a purely anthropological /ethnographic way.
But today I'm trying a prayer which you may consider selfish, but yes, it's a spell to make me a more pleasant cashier so that customers would like to return here. I can't complain, I think we are the most successful business of our kind in the town, but anyway, I would like to become so kind and genuinely smiling cashier as two ladies who sell elsewhere. I mean the lady at the pharmacy and in the flower shop. I would like to become so good as they are.
It's not only about business, I want to be genuinely positive so that I can make people feel a bit better. I always feel better when I go to that pharmacy or flower shop. And I also believe it would be healthier for me, and my mental health, too.
On some days I can do it and it makes me feel so great when people smile back. But there are days when I'm just average and I would like to change that.
So yeah, I lit this candle and I carved a sign of cross on it.
I noticed that last night we had full moon and it is waxing now so I think it is a good time to release negative energies? And then accept positive energies when it starts growing back?
We'll see if it has any effect
![Smile :-)](./images/smilies/icon_smile.gif)
Any suggestions and comments are welcome!