I came here to tell you since I was a child I seen and heard things, horrible visions and that dreams come true.
My family has a 200 year old secret who came from the old world Ukarane. I found out apperently the woman in our family history has special ablities like premintion dreams including my mother. She predicted the my son's birth and how he looks and it came true, she warned me of dangers with her dreams that came true. Like the women in our family I seem to have it, and also my brother's daughter has it too. She see's spirits and shadows, I tried to help her spirit animal which is an elk, she seemed so relieved.
About me, when I was a child I saw large cat like a cougar and I would play with this spirit. I see spirits everywhere, I am not scared of them as I used to be until the large cat came to play with me. She's always with me even now as I wright, I look behind to my bed and there she is, she talks like a human to or sometimes I just know when she looks at me. She never leaves my side I wonder why that is. Her name is Saiyara and I see her in fully. I have no fear of anything it seems, even when i had a gun shoved in my face when I was robbed. All I remeber was saying I wouldn't do that if I where you.
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Everytime when I am close to death or harm i'm always saved some how some way. I don't let people touch me, because when i touch a person i get a flood of all of their life, their past, their loves of their lifes their hates.
If i sense people are near death I rush to them, and in my life time I saved 3 peoples lives. if I touch things from other people I get visions. I also get dreams and visions of this man I know what he looks like, it's like I am seeing behind him.. in the third person and I see these horrible images killing these women. I went to the place where people in the visions as touched something and I get a flood visions and i just burst out crying, and I could feel her die and the last image she see's and feels... fear.
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I hear voices within my head. I have visions past, present and future both in dreams and when I'm awake. I see the dead walk "spirits" who don't think their dead, I see my spirit animal, I can tell what a persons personality by looking at them, I see people's aura's, even through on pictures, or notes that they wrote or what they touched or what bed the slepted in. Is this my my imagination seeing this stuff. I look at people through the net and see their aura's her feelings. I can feel when I go into a church and sometimes i went to churches that felt dead and a dark feeling, something else is there now, and there's no feeling of good in the churches, all I know that i feel so much hate, evil, and death. I can't stay in those places I have to get away from there as fast as possible.
Since my recent near death last week things have been getting more intensive, I seem to be getting more focus now then I did before, for some reason I feel completly enlightment, I don't know what this means but when I do my own aura I see gold pentical "good side" and yelllowish white and complete white around me. I do have dreams and visions like this too and i don;t know what it means.
I wanted to know what am i really?
ps, Animals never fear me, all seem to love me lmao.
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Blessed Be
Seraphira