Been still exploring my spirituality. I was leaning towards kemetic stuff when I was younger, and Ancient Egypt is my favorite ancient religion/culture. I still am involved in some Hindu things, but I can't see myself nose diving only into Hinduism. Rather some of the gods I worship and I still believe in many things such as reincarnation, asura, and moksha from it. Kali ma seems satisfied to say the least, and that would be all I am worried about.
My kemetic leaning started as far back as I can remember, as a child. But a plug was put into it by the Aztec thing, which I still mostly have an aversion to because it was so negative for me. That being said, I have been mostly focusing on Osiris.
However, I am still Wiccan and the Horned God is still my main god, even though he is not Egyptian. I have an Isis statue and pendant but not an Osiris one. I think for the Goddess of Wicca, I can still call her Isis and pair her with Cernunnos which I have done in the past workings. I am not sure if this is okay or if it is done in covens, I love it though.
I had a dream and it was so weird. I was watching a Godsmack music video, Sully the lead singer is Wiccan. But it was a song I never heard of before. It was good though. The horned god statue was featured in it and seemed to be winking at me, as it was shown super fast.
There was a baby on the bed and some children were taking care of her. Her mom ignored her mostly which made her sad. I was on a computer and told her "Not to worry because I would make sure she had love even if it was just from me." I felt like this girl baby was reincarnating and I was helping her, because her life would be bad since her parents neglect her. Maybe it was me?
I think Cernunnos thought I would abandon him for Osiris and maybe kemetic witchcraft, but I did not. So he was pretty happy about it and told me most people do abandon it after they find something else, in the dream. I love Cernunnos deeply, but I have a bigger affinity in general, for ancient Egyptian stuff/religion than most European stuff. I guess I am just thought eclectic.
OT: I also stopped bleaching my hair due to a hormonal problem where I may be facing hair loss. So it's back to black for now.