Re: CreativeMind's Thoughts!
Posted: Thu Jun 18, 2020 4:19 pm
6-18-20
Hello everyone! I am writing today because I have much on my mind. You see, it's always been my dream to be a mother and have kids with my husband. It's something I long for even on my darkest days, and it's also something that helps to keep me motivated. I would love to be a stay at home mother and take care of my kids and my husband, and yes I know that sounds like I'm crazy to some people, but I am happiest when I am able to cook and clean and just be myself. I love preparing meals and cooking, making sure that household chores are taken care of, and things like that. It seems though, that lately I have been feeling like that's not good enough. I am going to college because I also want to earn a degree and be able to have a good job that doesn't involve retail or fast food, or even factory work. So I have chosen that instead of nursing, I want to be a teacher. Not only will being a teacher help me schedule wise when we do have kids, but teaching is something I have always enjoyed and it seems like the right choice for me.
For some reason, I feel like to some people that might not be good enough. And I understand that it's not a high paid job and it's not really anything as special as saving lives or helping those who are sick, but it does just seem like it's the right path for me to be on. So, no matter what anyone says or thinks, I am going to start doing what's best for me and my family, and not worrying about the rest. Getting my teaching degree will take 4 years of course, but that's not bad compared to some courses out there. And I am ready to start on my journey.
I feel like I wanted to be a nurse because it was what everyone else was doing, the money's good, etc. But honestly, I never had much of an interest in nursing or anything medical; it all just gives me anxiety and panic attacks, and honestly I don't know how to react when someone around is sick or has a medical emergency going on. So I think my best course of action is to do something I know I am going to enjoy that doesn't involve anything medical like needles or blood or surgery, and something I know will work out better once my husband and I do have kids. If those around me don't support it or agree with it, then of course that's okay, but this is what I feel in my heart is best for me, and this way I know I will have no regrets.
My plan is to go 2 years at a community college, and then another 2 years at a university. I am very excited for this opportunity, and can't wait to see where this journey takes me. I will, of course, do my best to make sure everyone is updated as I continue along this journey. Thank you to everyone for reading! <3
Hello everyone! I am writing today because I have much on my mind. You see, it's always been my dream to be a mother and have kids with my husband. It's something I long for even on my darkest days, and it's also something that helps to keep me motivated. I would love to be a stay at home mother and take care of my kids and my husband, and yes I know that sounds like I'm crazy to some people, but I am happiest when I am able to cook and clean and just be myself. I love preparing meals and cooking, making sure that household chores are taken care of, and things like that. It seems though, that lately I have been feeling like that's not good enough. I am going to college because I also want to earn a degree and be able to have a good job that doesn't involve retail or fast food, or even factory work. So I have chosen that instead of nursing, I want to be a teacher. Not only will being a teacher help me schedule wise when we do have kids, but teaching is something I have always enjoyed and it seems like the right choice for me.
For some reason, I feel like to some people that might not be good enough. And I understand that it's not a high paid job and it's not really anything as special as saving lives or helping those who are sick, but it does just seem like it's the right path for me to be on. So, no matter what anyone says or thinks, I am going to start doing what's best for me and my family, and not worrying about the rest. Getting my teaching degree will take 4 years of course, but that's not bad compared to some courses out there. And I am ready to start on my journey.
I feel like I wanted to be a nurse because it was what everyone else was doing, the money's good, etc. But honestly, I never had much of an interest in nursing or anything medical; it all just gives me anxiety and panic attacks, and honestly I don't know how to react when someone around is sick or has a medical emergency going on. So I think my best course of action is to do something I know I am going to enjoy that doesn't involve anything medical like needles or blood or surgery, and something I know will work out better once my husband and I do have kids. If those around me don't support it or agree with it, then of course that's okay, but this is what I feel in my heart is best for me, and this way I know I will have no regrets.
My plan is to go 2 years at a community college, and then another 2 years at a university. I am very excited for this opportunity, and can't wait to see where this journey takes me. I will, of course, do my best to make sure everyone is updated as I continue along this journey. Thank you to everyone for reading! <3