Everything Under the Moon

I dont generally share this but I love this community so I'll share one of my secrets.

Im a two spirit. Which means a male spirit and female spirit inhabit this body. I dont feel gender fluid meaning I feel like a woman one day and a man another. I feel like im a perfectly combined man and woman. If that was possible. A hermaphrodite, if you will.

Im not sure what this means for me, but i will find out.

How bout that.. I am androgynous physically. It does mean that I am sexually perfect. Perhaps you are a divine androgyny too? Without the vagina organ, but metaphysically it could be there. Divine androgynies are "just" and perfectly self realised. They know everything about who's around them and understand the truth about themselves too, boring though that might be to them.

It's energetically there. I *ahem* experienced it last night. It has a very different energy feel to it. Yet it syncs perfectly with me.

I know there are many androgynous gods. But back when I didn't know what was quite going on I sought out Hecate because she protects the trans. I'm not trans, but it still resonated with me.

Much the same as you. I use fluid because many in the community have fixed a definition to intersex (hermaphrodism). Gender non-conforming is also a common descriptor.

Personally I vacillate between the two but current standards are such that I can't outwardly express it without repercussions. So I do so privately, and NOT for sexual gratification.

Thats why I love spirituality. Its freeing in that you can express your soul!

XY (male) is "doing it"
XX (female) is "looking it"

I can switch... Sometimes I am a man with a mind and sometimes I am a woman with a world. But I still look human.

I feel like a woman is feeling and a man is knowing. Both are vital in their own right.

Both are forms of clairvoyancy. Together, it is divine. Just a hint.

Lol im on my phone in the bathroom at work and i feel weird because i should be working. Its 140pm but dude ive been working since 6am. Lol. No lunch breaks. No sitting down. Im tired!!

Im working on continuing my practices and ive learned there is something special about combining the masculine and feminine forms

An open heart me also.

Im currently working on creation now that I have a good grasp of who I am.

One of my higher selves is a ball of light that operates using sound and light, and now im currently learning how to create using sound and light.

I do know that the emotional body is important in the creation on the physical. Knowing and feeling is required. I also have a good grasp on those two pillars of knowing and feeling, which corresponds to the sun and moon. Sun being the mental body, while the moon is the emotional body.

You cam create using the mental but its not quite so easy. Using emotion/feeling as a blueprint is vital. But this requires a mastery. Something that is nit quite easy to do.

Once you have the emotion on point, and I dont mean regular emotion such as love or happiness, I mean complex emotion, you then link that to the mental field of knowing.

Once linked, you pour love and light into this emotional and mental creation to exist on the emotional/astral level and manifest on the mental level.

This requires extreme concentration. Im currently working on sound light and love as creation ingredients. Ill update more as I learn more

Last night while I was half asleep someone upstairs was stomping very loudly and out of nowhere I found myself manipulating energies in the shapes of vines and imagined and felt these vines binding their feet to the floor.

It worked. But lol! I just did it out of nowhere. I didnt even think about it.. I ususally avoid this kind of magic but I think this was my inner mind perhaps letting me know its okay.

So I finally told my crush I like her via text a few days ago and she hasnt responded. So idk how to feel. I figure that perhaps its not our time.

In other news, I am establishing myself as a son of light further. This morning I had to banish a great evil presence. I did so using a trident that Solomon had made for me once. The banishing was easy but I learned something. I often do those kinds of working without my armor on. This is a mistake. Today when I used my armor, no etheric connection was made. Haha. Cool.

So I have a new meditation partner, Bluerose. Shes fantastic! A very sweet person. Yesterday I helped introduce her to Cerrunos. After that, he wanted to know if there was anything he could do for me personally. I am working with him to heal nature.

Now that Im establishing myself I feel better. And I always offer my services for free.

Hey,
Why not pick up the phone and say, hi...Let's go have coffee.? She may not have known how to respond. Good to hear horizons are expanding, say hi to bluerose from me
Bb, FF

Well she actually responded shortly after I wrote this. Long story short she wants a brother not a boyfriend. So... Oh well.

Aetheryn is single and content.