Returning Again
Posted: Wed Apr 29, 2020 9:08 am
Hi all,
My name is Ryan
I used to practice witchcraft a long time ago at this stage but it got really scary things started to happen i started to predict things and they came true birds would commit suicide against my window.
Those kinds of things happened because I had done some dark magic, it was a bad decision on my part because I wasn't skilled enough to fend for myself I really dived way too deep into doing spells straight away before doing research on how to fix it if it went bad.
I began to become something scary even to me, I'd curse people that did not deserve it. I had a guy taunt a group of people in a chat box saying he was untouchable that his magic was too powerful and he couldnt be hurt by anyone else. So, I proved him wrong and he got hurt.
My bully at the time I got sick of him so I cursed him too and he broke both his legs and get expelled.
Its sad really because back then I knew I held power I felt so in tune with nature and so connected with magick that I felt unstoppable. It wasn't until I realized what I was doing wasn't right that I came back to myself. I decided to break the curses I'd been placing on people and I'm glad I did eventually come back to the right side of myself.
Power can be so intoxicating when you're so young, it's a potent thing. Now I'm not judging anyone for practicing a darker shade of magic, we all have our paths and you can't have good without bad but It did effect my life with the birds, and the predictions, and this uneasy feeling i always had because i was always on the attack.
I quit witchcraft though after the birds kept killing themselves against my window I just felt I was supposed to stop, that id gone too far and needed to relax it for the sake of my family and their lives. So I did. I'm now 24 and beginning anew.
I truly don't know that much about witchcraft anymore but I want to re-learn. I'd love some book recommendations, I am hoping to start again with a clearer older wiser mind this time and actually work my way up from the basics. I'm really excited, I ordered a tarot deck and everything I'm hoping this time I can not be afraid of my predictions and learn to find peace in my spiritual journey again.
My name is Ryan
I used to practice witchcraft a long time ago at this stage but it got really scary things started to happen i started to predict things and they came true birds would commit suicide against my window.
Those kinds of things happened because I had done some dark magic, it was a bad decision on my part because I wasn't skilled enough to fend for myself I really dived way too deep into doing spells straight away before doing research on how to fix it if it went bad.
I began to become something scary even to me, I'd curse people that did not deserve it. I had a guy taunt a group of people in a chat box saying he was untouchable that his magic was too powerful and he couldnt be hurt by anyone else. So, I proved him wrong and he got hurt.
My bully at the time I got sick of him so I cursed him too and he broke both his legs and get expelled.
Its sad really because back then I knew I held power I felt so in tune with nature and so connected with magick that I felt unstoppable. It wasn't until I realized what I was doing wasn't right that I came back to myself. I decided to break the curses I'd been placing on people and I'm glad I did eventually come back to the right side of myself.
Power can be so intoxicating when you're so young, it's a potent thing. Now I'm not judging anyone for practicing a darker shade of magic, we all have our paths and you can't have good without bad but It did effect my life with the birds, and the predictions, and this uneasy feeling i always had because i was always on the attack.
I quit witchcraft though after the birds kept killing themselves against my window I just felt I was supposed to stop, that id gone too far and needed to relax it for the sake of my family and their lives. So I did. I'm now 24 and beginning anew.
I truly don't know that much about witchcraft anymore but I want to re-learn. I'd love some book recommendations, I am hoping to start again with a clearer older wiser mind this time and actually work my way up from the basics. I'm really excited, I ordered a tarot deck and everything I'm hoping this time I can not be afraid of my predictions and learn to find peace in my spiritual journey again.