Everything Under the Moon

Bio Mom had a heart attack today after a back fusing surgery that led to complications days later.
She went back to the hospital for repairs and was supposed to be getting out today, 14 days after the initial surgery.
She didn't make it.
I'm numb.
shocked
my brain hurts
this wasn't supposed to happen.
She was doing well
I can't process...
She died on her sons birthday my oldest half bro, whom himself passed away a couple years ago

So last Saturday I drove to burbs of Sacramento for Bio moms Memorial. Seems everyone who has been a significant person in my life has had a horrible rainstorm on the day or during the services. Like only the Gods can produce the number of tears really involved in these losses.
I miss her so much.
rest with peace MommaD

She's at peace now.. She will be you with in certain times..

Thanks Storm,
She was really taken from us too soon, it's so unfair.
It was certainly an emptier holiday season this year.