I keep thinking of the movie he did, one of my favorite movies, "What Dreams May Come". I feel so badly for him that he felt so much pain that he had to leave this way. I hope he is finally able to find some peace. I also wish for peace for his family. Suicide is about the worst possible way to lose someone you love. My Mamaw shot herself almost 20 years ago, and I am still not over it. It hits me every single day and brings me to tears. 
That was beautiful, firebird. I have been deeply suicidal before, but thankfully I got the help I needed before I did something permanent. It took quite a few months in psychiatric hospitals, but it was worth it. On a rare occasion the thought will creep it's way back in, especially when I was severely depressed not too long ago. I held on to the thought that it would destroy my loved ones if I did something like that. That is what got me through the darkest times.firebirdflys wrote:Just goes to show you, when people are depressed, you never know what will happen.
I am so very saddened by this, the depth of dispare he had to have been feeling, just crushes me. I so wish he could have been able to reach out to someone.
We have lost such a talent today, the man was phenomenal. I can't think of a bad movie he was in.
Sorry about your mamaw Pink, the impact on the loved ones left behind is always so great. I would hope we could all think about them and the turmoil they will endure in the week, months and years to come, should the consideration ever cross our minds.
Rest with Peace dear Robin, you have no idea how much you will be missed,.
FF
Thank you for getting help. <3 Depression is a tough battle and in my experiences it's one of the most toxic things to deal with. I'm happy you're still here.Pinkpower_80 wrote:That was beautiful, firebird. I have been deeply suicidal before, but thankfully I got the help I needed before I did something permanent. It took quite a few months in psychiatric hospitals, but it was worth it. On a rare occasion the thought will creep it's way back in, especially when I was severely depressed not too long ago. I held on to the thought that it would destroy my loved ones if I did something like that. That is what got me through the darkest times.
Reaching is is hard at first, but it's the right thing to do.
I am too 
smogie_michele wrote: I have many pictures of us in the months, and even days, leading up to this event and I promise you I never saw "suicide in her eyes." I never saw it in her behavior. Sometimes depression just is not visible, no matter how hard we go back and try to find the signs.
Whatever happened, whether it be suicide or if this is a cover up, it has generated a lot of depression awareness. That alone is a positive for me... Depression is an ailment you can't see and unless you suffer from it, you will never truly understand it.
